Thursday, November 18, 2004

Cleaning is actually a fun thing! & Lie Bumps hurt!

I only the kitchen to go...(Cleaning) Then I'll fold all of those clothes....and then work again! I'm almost done! YAY! God is really keeping me up right now. I want to sleep but I'm not tired. I think we sleep out of habit. I love to sleep it's so relaxing! LOL!

Lie bumps really hurt! I didn't lie (well, I'm not perfect...so I'l say that I don't remember lying.) I looked it up online to no avail. Gee goggle thanks! My tongue is swelling....a little and it hurts to talk. It hurts to eat....and on top of all that...BLLD is coming tomorrow and I have a swollen tongue how disgusting....that sounds gross...it sounds worse than it looks or really is. I may need to see a doc. What kind of doc do I go to? A reg phsycian or a dentist? I gotta do something, I sound ridiculous. When anything including saliva touches it...(yeah I know) It hurts! Go figure!

What is a girl to do?

Question........

Am I the only person awake right now? I accomplished my work goal...I typed all of my narratives...now onto the Serv. Plans. & updating dentals/medicals and I'm through. I'll probably do all that tonight-today!

Booby-Dooby is landing at 11:14 am. HEHEHEHEHE!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

A HOT MESS!

This place is a hot mess......I have company.....(BLLD) coming this Thursday and I have to get it spiffy before he gets here! What a hog! I get so overwhelmed that I just stop! That's not good!

I set a work goal for myself. I finished half of my goal. I just finished!

I am tired I can't clean tonight! I'm excited.....Thursday can't get here fast enough. I really want some cornbread dressing. I'm losing wieght and I stopped trying...I got this Pilates tape and worked out really hard b4 bible study on last Wednesday....I haven't picked up the tape since then. I learned that I really type way faster if I don't look at the keys. It's also more accurate when I don't look at the keys. Maybe I'll try it for the rest of the month! Maybe not. Buh BYE!

Friday, November 12, 2004

I don't have a title!

What's up with the attitude? WOW? Buttery Lamb Chop Drop!? Yeah, I said it! Did I really do something to deserve that?

Anyway! Anyone remember Geraldo? He's still up and kicking!

I talked to my female best friend tonight! YEAH! EDS! I missed ya! She moved and is doing her thing in a diff area of the country!! Be safe!

Anyways again....has anyone see Beyonce lately? She looks a little caucasian.....Why have a makeup contract if you don't wear it all right? She is not wearing the right picture. OK, I'm on my way to gettyimages.com to find a pic for you. I saw her earlier today on yahoo.com and I was cracking up.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

God keeps talking to me!

God answered the questions I asked ihm last night! He answered me via email! (He's getting very modern!) lol
This is what the email said..........................
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NXL Daily Devotional - "Lord...Grant Me Favor!"
Date:
Tue, 09 Nov 2004 11:41:18 -0600

NXL Daily Devotional – Lord…Grant Me Favor!

Proverbs 21:1 - The king's heart is like a stream of water directed by the LORD; he turns it wherever he pleases.


If you’ve ever had to go for a job interview, or stand before a judge or a jury, or depend on someone in an influential position, you understand that sometimes they have the ability to grant or deny whatever request you may have.

But God wants you to know today, that it doesn’t matter who’s placed before you, how influential they are, nor does it matter how many “hookups” they have. Their power is limited before God. God is the king on the throne, and He is able to turn their hearts in your favor. God’s providence directs the course of a person’s heart to serve His own purpose. God can change men’s minds to turn from that which they seem most intent upon. In other words, they may be dead set against loving you, but God can change that. They may be dead set against hiring you, but God can change that. They may be inclined to do you harm, but God can change that. He may not want to take care of his child, but God can change that. The supervisor may be planning your termination, but God can change that.

It is God who has control over everything, not man. Therefore, do not put your confidence in powerful people; there is no help for you there. (Psalms 146:1). The bible says in Proverbs 29:26 that many seek the ruler's favor, But justice for man comes from the LORD.

Understand, that as a child of God you have favor with him. Esther found favor, Joseph found favor, Nehemiah found favor, David found favor, Daniel was granted favor. The bible says in Luke 2:52 that God allowed Jesus to increase in favor with God and man.

Saints today, seek God’s favor, not man’s. Don’t allow people to block your vision. God’s favor overrides everything a person might think or say about you. It is God who directs the king’s heart. It is God who turns a person’s heart towards you. Ask the Lord for favor today.

Prayer: Lord, thank you for your word! Lord, thank you for being in control of even the king’s heart. God because we know we have found favor in your sight, we know we will find favor in the king’s sight. Lord, right now the turn of our life is dependent on the person you’ve appointed over the decision. But God, we believe now that you are in control of the situation. We believe that you have the power to change things the way they should go. We believe in your power. And we believe by faith that whatever outcome we desire will come to pass. Lord…give us supernatural favor today! In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen!


Romans 10:9 reads, " That if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved." If you would like to join us as we go higher in God’s word, please reply to
NXLdevotional@hotmail.com.

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Now tell me he doesn't answer prayers! WOW.......THANK YOU GOD!

Monday, November 08, 2004

I need to vent!

I am trying to stop the complaining spirit that I have or used to have.....but everytime I need to vent, I feel bad because I feel as though I am complaining....so I keep it bottled in and then I burst! I feel like screaming....cuz I'm misunderstood.....I'm not complaining, just talking about what's on my mind.

I appreciate the fact that...I have a job.....but I am tired! I just want to sit for a minute!
I appreciate the fact that...I was accepted into grad school, but man, I'm getting a lil' discouraged. And I don't think some people get it. I think that they think it's no big deal. I think that they think that it's just like undergrad! I WISH!
I appreciate the fact that...There are so many academically enhanced (Smart) professors at my univ. but.....I think we worship diff. Gods. I think that they think that they are God...and that their word is law! I think that they don't like to be wrong and furthermore, I don't think they very much care about my opinion. I HATE IT! And then I get all caught up in the GLBT talks (Gay/Lesbian/Bisexual/Transsexual) I am not against the people or should I say their personality...I am just strongly against their lifestyle. NONE OF MY PROF's thus far can handle that. So, they tell us to speak our minds and stand for what we believe in but then when what I stand for is diff from what they stand for....they argue you down....and then a lil lightbulb goes off and you realize that they have to grade you....so you shut up just to appease the PROF. THIS SUCKS. I'm thinking about transferring to a HBU. but then i think about what I read tonight in Phillipians 2. It talked about pressing on...even though! it talks about speaking about God even when you are in the presence of your enemies. It talks about you being rewarded because you stayed true to God's word! That energizes me and makes me want to keep going to class and standing my ground. I get a headache thinking about all this stuff. I don't usually eat more than one piece of pizza....tonight, I ate 6 in one sitting. and today for luch i ate two plates of thanaksgiving dinner at a work luncheon.

To top that off, I have a noisy neighbor...he plays music really loud and he walks really hard. The other morning I was ironing my clothes for church (6:30 am) and I hear moaning noises...I was like, I am hallucinating. then it got louder and then it got rhythmic......and the ceiling started creaking...........I was like....go to sleep! .........oh well

Another thing...I appreciate the fact hat I have an apartment, but I'm tired of cleaning. I'm not a hog...but I clean and then next thing Iknow, it's dirty again....not dirty just cluttered. OK, I quit, I am going to go wash my face ! I DIGRESS!

And for the record! I am not in favor of GLBT's and I do not believe that they should be given Civil Unions or any other kind of marriage aggreement!

Night!

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

It's been a long time......

I shouldn't have left you......without a dope word to read through....read through, read through.......OK, enough Alyihah.

I've been busy. With school and work. I am working at home today. I decided to take a break and here I am. Ramen Noodles....the kind in the lil' cup taste good! Esp. the beef flavor. I think I found a new found favorite! I think I can eat it 'erday.

Well.....I'll be back tonight after the election results!
SPLAT- Smile People Learn A Tune!? Don't ask cuz, I don't know!