NOT HAPPY!

I am a bit unhappy with life right now(AND MY WEIGHT CAN TELL THE SAME STORY!) . Things seem to keep happening! I have faith and I know that GOD will bring me through, but I'm a lil' impatient!

MY RELATIONSHIP! It's just not the same anymore. thinking about how diff it is makes me start crying! I don't think YOU get it. I'm so tired of repeating it. I try to understand what you are dealing with....but dang! I'm dealing with stuff too! Can you understand that? I'm in grad school and working to support myself! And I can't get a stickin' 5 undivided minutes of your time! THAT SUCKS! Man, what do I have to do to get your attention? I understand that you are busy! ME TOO! I still give you everything that I have always been....I haven't changed! Is this what it's going to be like when we are married too? Will you not have tiem for me then as well?

thinking about this is upsetting me....It makes me straight cry......I'm at work and I can't do that right now...........SO, I'm about to go!