Thursday, May 26, 2005

Rain rain...........Gnats........

It's about to pour down outside. Unfortunately I have some errands to run this evening. I'm going to be stuck in the rain....These folks around here already don't know how to drive...and add water and lightining to that and we have trouble!

Gnats........my stinky neighbors..............left their apt. with food in it.....it's been vacant for about 4-5 months.....GO FIGURE....the idiots just realized that they need to paint the apt to get it ready for another tenant. How disgusting. I have bombed 3 times...and still GANTS! AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!

I saw the early screening of Mr. and Mrs. Smith last night. I was a great action film packed with comedy. I didn't expect it to be so hilarious!

Oprah was so graphic today. Carolyn - a lady who got her face shot off by her jealous boyfriend.................WOW! I can't imagine. They showed her face before, during, and after the shooting. WOW, I'm geting teray-eyed.......It makes my body ache reliving those pictures.

I hate logging in...it deters me from blogging!

I hate logging in..... Why can't the computer automatically do what I think? I hate having to remember all of my passwords to all of my email accounts! I hate changing them......I hate complaining....it doesn't help anything....TMI, yes...I have gas really bad, and it really smells bad.....LOL!

I think all this exercising is making me gassy! LOL!

On a more serious note...............
I have been thinking about life purposes lately. Why is it that humans take so long to realize and follow thier life destiny...and other lifeless things just accpet their destiny/purpose from the getgo? For example, water automatically knows that it will be used (in one way or another) to nourish the earth and all life forms. Water doesn't try to fight this...it doesn't try to alter itself as to delay the process.....it just accepts its destiny point blank.....another example...Lettuce. Lettuce doesn't try to deny it's destiny...it knows that it will only be on the earth to be eaten and pooped out......Why do humans take so long accepting their destiny? Why are we (myself included) so stubborn? Maybe I need to finish reading the "Purpose Driven Life"? Maybe I just need to go to the main source..the Bible....hmmmmmmmmmmm (Sleep Deprivation is starting to take over....I'll end this post now, while it still makes a lil sense."

Before I go, I HATE Cliques/"special" groups......I don't want to be included in them in anyway shape or form...Let me just stay alone...I'll be my friend, LOL! Where did that come from? Gotta go NOW! It's a must!